Well, it is 1:59 am and I can not sleep. Gary fell asleep finally about 20 minutes ago, and I got up and puttered around the kitchen a bit, now I am wide awake! We both tossed and turned in bed for quite some time tonight, neither of us could put a finger on all the thoughts racing through our heads. . .
While talking with Elaina today and tonight, she verbalized her concerns about the fact that if this treatment does not work, then this could be the last chance Gary has. Even though I have talked to all the children about this fact, I am not sure if they or I for that matter, completely grasps this fate.
I do feel blessed to have this time to share with Gary, as many of our loved ones don't have this time. A unforeseen destiny is troubling no matter what the circumstance may be.
I set all the alarms on my phone tonight to help us remember the times to take the Telaprivir every day.
I also have signed up for daily text message reminders through the Incivec
web site, (for those of you who know me well, I don't do the same thing
ever at the same time ever, and I am not "punctual") This treatment medicine must be taken every 8 hours and at the same time every day. This is one of the very important factors to help this medicine attack and conquer! I really hope with all the tools I am trying to use, I can stay on top of this . . .
The pills are really big and purple. They look intimidating. I suppose after the first week passes, the fear of the unknown will not be so strong, and we will be able to feel more at ease about this whole process. At least I hope that is what happens . . .
The wind is very strong tonight and it is causing lots of noises that I am not used to hearing at night. We also do not have the A/C running, which normally drowns out much of the night time noises. It would probably be in my best interest to shut down for the night, or at least give it a try, as this day is more than likely going to be nerve racking to say the least!
PEACE~HOPE~LOVE
Allison
if you scroll down to the bottom of the page, you can feed our fish . . . it is kinda fun. Click click on any spot and an orange piece of fish food will be left for them to eat. I have not yet named them, but if anyone wants to help me out, that would be cool. I can also add more fish if we come up with some good names! I guess that could be amusing . . . lol
ReplyDeleteThey will follow your curser around too . . .lol
ReplyDeleteOk, good night!
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